emotional rollercoaster

So monday I started my new job at the Inestigation company, and so far I've really enjoyed it. I like my boss, my supervisor, my co-workers, what I do...etc, etc. In the company, there's pretty much two separate divisions, criminal, and power plants. I don't know anything really about the criminal, because I'm in the power plant division. We do pre-employment screening for major power plants, and nuclear plants. So it's pretty interesting work. But as much as I like it, it is one of the most difficult jobs I have ever done. Mostly because this is the first job I've had to put Ethan in a daycare. It seriously kills Rory and me every morning when we're getting ready to leave. Ethan knows what's coming and cries. He's been having rough nights too. It's like he's afraid we're going to leave him, so he constantly wakes up calling us even though we're laying right next to him. *Sigh* It breaks my heart. If there was any other way, we'd do it. Luckily, my shift changes next week, so I'll be working 1-9pm. So Ethan will only have to be in daycare from noon to 5 when Rory gets him. It sucks still, but It's a little better. So that's our life now. It's just as wild as ever!