new job

So as I said last time, I've been looking for a job and haven't been able to get one because of the insane amount of people looking for jobs....well thursday must've been my lucky day. In the morning, we went to get our taxes done, and found out we were going to get hardly anything back from federal, and we owed the state! So I was a little down, then on my way to pry money from some late renters, my accountant called and said she found a great deduction we can use....so we'll get a better return. So that boost my spirits. Later I stopped at a gas station, filled up with gas and decided to buy a lotto ticket. I won $10! It's not much, but every dollar helps! So I was feeling even better about things. We got home and was just hanging out that evening when I got a call on my phone. When I answered, it was the invesitgations company calling me and offering me the job and to start on Monday. WOW! I didn't see that one coming! First of all because they were having a hard time getting references for me..(long story) second, because I've had no experience in that area of work. So I called mom up and told her..she didn't sound so excited, and I know what she's thinking. Because I have anxiety, I'm not going to make it there. But I'm going to try my hardest. Dad was excited for me when I talked to him, and so was Rory. (not to mention surprised) The hardest part of this all though, is taking Ethan to daycare. I trust that it's a good place, but their not mom, and so it's just different. I'm going to miss my little man like crazy! I don't know how working moms do it. I guess we just have to tough it out, to do what has to be done. I'm trying to keep positive about all this, but honestly I'm a little freaked out. Mondays coming up fast, so I'll let you know how it goes!